Suppose you are right about how our age difference does affect our relationship.
I am 20, ready to explore what's around me and try new things.
You are 24, still figuring things out but knows what you like and dislike.
Sometimes I feel like my "fun" does not entertain you. As corny as this sounds, I want to search deep within me to find where I am at. I guess I am, "young and restless." Yes, I make foolish decision just to have fun and just to have some trouble in my life but I like that better rather than being safe and secure about everything. Yes, I am indecisive but that's because I want to weigh out my options and I consider other's likes and dislikes. Yes, I waste my money but I'm learning to stop my urges and save. Yes, I am too friendly but that is how i've been brought up to be.
I feel like you expect me to become this woman that you see but I am not there yet. Therefore, I am stuck in wanting to let loose and go wild and crazy but I am also restraining myself from "embarrassing" you. I apologize for being a frivolous young woman but I want to experience things before I have to "grow up."
Maybe you are right, I just don't want to lose you. I'm not sure if I can handle the thought of breaking up with you because of our age difference.